when was it that you lost your youth or traded it for something more for them to use to jaded ? why is it that you never said i love you more than just a friend ? i pray this gridlock never ends and when we get there just depends. found out recently that you are leaving. for good i hope i softly tell my ceiling. it's better now to be alive. sleeping is my nine to five. i'm having nightmares all the time of running out of words that rhyme.